something new*

I’m the youngest child in a family of 6. This means i am constantly surronded by people. Or was… my brother moved out. My oldest sister has been out. And my other sister is moving out. Being alone in my house only feels okay for a certain amount of time. There’s only so much that i can clean to keep my mind distracted/busy. This feeling of being alone gets to me. Thats why i keep busy. All the time. Mostly during the school year i’m the busiest. On a normal fall school day I wake up, go for a run, go to school, have soccer for school after school, go home, practice bass, do school work, then go to practice/game for my other soccer team. On certain days i volunteer at a hospital. Or have private bass lessons. I like it though. I love being busy, i wouldn’t want it any other way. But if some minor thing happens to slow mw down, i really fall behind.